I have done it, I have done 3 clean months, more than that tho, i dont want it, it makes me feel sick to think about what ppl are doing to their bodies, i have had my fun, been young and crazy and experimented, but i am out the other side now. There maybe a time or two wen i will drop again, but in the foreseeable future i cant see it and i cant see wanting to, i am counting this as done, i dont want or need drugs in my life, god i feel free!
Jul 12, 06:24PM PDT | 0 comments
Doing good – Went to a big dance party with my friends and had an awesome time clean and sober, didnt even want to do any of the stuff they were, had the best time :)
Apr 24, 09:40PM PDT | 0 comments
Ok so I found out the boy that Im with and really falling for originally didnt want to be with me bcoz he was worried about my drug use, so this is even more motivation to stay clean, this year I have had half a pill and one tiny bump of coke, which isnt bad, i wish i could say i have had nothing, but yea, im a bit worried tho coz i am going over seas with a few friends later this year for a big rave, and i no for them it will be an orgy of getting trashed, so i am going to have to be really strong!
Mar 11, 10:58AM PDT | 0 comments
So new years nite we had an awesome nite, had the best high ive had in ages, it was like one of my first drops again, i think coz mick and i finally stopped fighting! BUT then we went up a big hill to watch the sunrise and im looking out across this gorgeous bay, and the suns coming up and its the start of the new year and im with my favourite ppl and everything is good, till i turn around to find all my fav ppl cutting on the back of cds, and it jst hits me over the head, with everything amazing around us, we cant look up from our lines for two minutes to actually live. I nearly threw up on the spot. I said i didnt want any, every got really worried coz i NEVER dont want any, but i couldnt talk to them bout what was going on in my head yet. Now its a week or so later and ive really got to the point where i dont want to do it anymore, so im gonna keep this year clean, the biggest problem is i no so many ppl now i dont have to pay anymore, so wen im out and ppl jst offer it to me its going to take incredible will power to say no
Jan 08, 2009, 12:52PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
hi i have been smokeing pot for 5 years and using speed for 3 years and drinking and i smoke smokes i need help giving up i am 19 years old thanks dean.
Oct 10, 2008, 02:35PM PDT | 0 comments
I mean after reading this most of you are just using at the weekends – i’m every day and its going crazy and i want it to stop. HELP
Apr 10, 2008, 05:58AM PDT | 0 comments
How do you all do it… i swear i want to but i just cant – life will change so much that i wont know who i am anymore!!
Apr 10, 2008, 05:55AM PDT | 0 comments
Yes, dentron is right. When i quit using drugs, it felt like a drug in itself. I felt more productive and awake. After a while, that feeling went away, but by that time I no longer had the urge to do drugs. Once you get past the first week or so clean, its downhill from there. Good luck guys.
Nov 24, 2007, 09:48PM PST | 0 comments
Technically I’m well past achieving this, since I’m sitting here right now not doing drugs. Maybe the goal should be ‘give up drugs for a significant enough period of time to know that I don’t give a shit about drugs anymore.’ When my friend’s halloween party comes in 3 weeks and everyone is snorting something or other, that will be the test.
Oct 06, 2007, 01:09PM PDT | 0 comments
I’m not saying drugs are bad, I’ve had an excellent 10 years getting off my face with my mates, but there’s a line, and now I’m done. The weird thing is, now I’ve stopped it feels like a whole new drug by itself, more clear, creative, hopeful, friendly. Best thing I’ve done in years, the rest is falling into place. C’mon potheads!
Mar 19, 2007, 03:09PM PDT | 0 comments