I can’t do it. I can’t do the child care. I can’t cope. I have no strength. I hate this. I am done, worthless. I hate this.
How to believe
How I did it: After lengthy internal conflict, I've discovered several conclusions: I am never 100% right. I will never be able to place my faith in someone who I cannot fully trust. In order to achieve any form of success, we must have confidence in ourselves. The only way to make sure that no one is going to let you down or disappoint you is to make sure that you rely on yourself.
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secondchance12307 is not pursuing his goals hard enough
I kinda needed a push, a boost.
I’ve accomplished one goal off of my list, and it felt good. I’m working on a huge goal as we speak, quitting smoking. More than 24 hours since my last cigarette, things are looking good. If I hit that one, I’m back on track and will try hitting more goals. Kinda fun when I’m actually seeing progress and the fruits of my works.
I’m kinda laughing thinking that just days ago I was killing all of my time playing pogo or something. I’ll try to spend my time proactively trying to accomplish my goals rather than goofing on the net. Hopefully the momentum I’ve gained doesn’t halt.
Momentum is a great thing, and it is fun! Fun to know that I’m actually going hard to hit goals again.
secondchance12307 is not pursuing his goals hard enough
Words and thoughts hold great power so I’ll affirm myself with these and say these everyday till it happens.
1) I can and will quit smoking.
2) I will study more often.
3) I can and will save money.
4) I don’t need the internet to keep busy.
Your life only follows the direction that your mind leads it to..
These wise instructions were once shared with me…
Guard your thoughts; your thoughts become you actions, your actions become your habits, your habits become your character, and your character becomes your destiny.
There have been my moments I applied this, but due to unfortunate circumstance I suppressed it. I think I’ll just try this one again, just for the of it…
secondchance12307 is not pursuing his goals hard enough
The key to accomplishing any goal is believing. When you believe in a purpose and destiny, you’ll work that much harder to achieving that goal. When doubt steps in, it will make a goal that much harder to attain. PLEASE LET ME BELIEVE AGAIN.
PLEASE let there be a God.
I’ve been Atheist for so long now…..
I feel so empty… no one to turn to, no
one to help me…
I was raised Christian, it’s something I
need again..
euphoriaimaging is figuring out a lot of things :)
powerful word.. believe.. believe in what, I do not know, I can’t say I’m lost in faith, but I can say, I want to believe in the impossible that will become a realistic possibility that I will find that other me..
Belissa is living positively
Its becoming very difficult to believe since everything i believe in ends up breaking my heart. Its becoming almost impossible. please God come to my aid. I really need thee.
beastinxcgirly is swim practice argh.
“Believe.” Really?
In the cynical world we live in, there are few opportunities to let ourselves be enveloped with blind faith. Believe? What should I believe in? The goodness in people? How can I question the world around me when it refuses to reveal itself? Am I supposed to worship something I can’t see or feel? Should I just believe in myself? That may be all I need to do. Everything else will fall into place later.
I do want to believe. Disappointments breed disbelief in so many aspects of life. But I always hold my heart open to possibilities of belief in hopes that my heart will one day weigh heavy with many beliefs.




