believe

Yes, I want to believe, mostly in myself. I need to believe in other people.
I need to believe that I have a destiny and I can also change it if the need be!

I really want to believe.

that my psychics are right, and that in time, it will come, but it feels soooo distance, and well, some psychics are are fraudulant, i do not believe these ones are. at least i hope not. regardless, their support in these rough times is worth it. the main one really understands what i am going thru, and just having someone around me telling me i am ok, and not to just get over it is worth more than anything right now. she is a friend, and not someone i paid for a reading.

in myself. in happiness. in my future. in getting better. in world peace. in truth. in trust. and more than anything, in us.

Working on this. But I seem more confident that I can believe. It is a possibility within reach!

No Matter how deep the ocean is you can always brake a sheet of glass with a hammer!

i am meant to be alone.

I’m getting really tired of waiting. Maybe that’ll help this trust thing. It will make it an instant reality cuz it’ll just happen.

i’m not sure what to believe anymore.
but yesterday i went to a baby shower, and the party favors were star shaped ornaments that said things. mine says BELIEVE.

now i need to work on finding a reason to believe, i hope it comes soon.

I need to believe.

I need to believe in myself, in others, and in something greater than myself. I need to believe in friendship and caring.

I know there is much that I lack from life. I am stuck in selfishness and self-centeredness.

I need to be myself. But I also need to be someone to whom others can relate. I need to be a likable person, not a bitter one. I need to find a way to connect with others and still remain comfortable.

I need to believe that there are people who deserve my trust, and I need to trust them. I need to believe that there are people who care, and I need to let them care, need to make it easier for them to care.

I need to be believable. I need not to pretend to be someone else, but I also need to make the person I am a person who can have friends, who can care, who can relax, and who can be satisfied and content with life. I need to live passionately and reach goals that benefit both myself and others.

The first step for me is to believe.

Still working on this. I keep telling myself that if I believe it will happen it will. Hopefully that is true.