be more social and easy-going in groups

I really believe the reasons this bothers me are entirely selfish, not everyone is gonna be looking at or judging me, everyone has their own hang-ups. I get so nervous when in groups thinking im gonna say something stupid or get embarassed… totally stupid and complete bollocks but I cant help it… Its holding me back from life.

i am so anti social, more than half my school hates me, but i want to have better people skills.

if more than 2 people start talking to me i tend to run away. even if i do know them very well!

I sincerely hope I can be more easy-going with people whom I don’t know.

Sometimes I’ll be fine, but not often. I usually feel intimidated by the people I’m with, and can’t get out the words I would normally say when hanging out with friends, family, etc. My mind goes blank and I just stand there and say nothing/do nothing.

It’s time for me to change, and become a more outgoing person in general. I know I’m not a hard person to get along with, and I believe my life would be a tiny bit easier if I overcame this hurtle. <3

I’m working to be more socially outgoing, and have more conversation. After some traumatic events in my life, it’s been harder than ever to talk to others. I like people, but don’t always like to talk to them, if I have work to do, am in a hurry, or not sure what to talk about.

Being in better situations helps with that. Gives you more stuff to talk about going around you, but having a better mood from the good situation, also makes me talk about happy stuff in my life and be more social.

Also having energy, either from energy drinks, or Adderall, helps greatly with being social. However, I want to be able to harness that skill without needing something to help me.