that’s pretty disturbing seeing that pic of me and michael in the previous entry.the picture in THIS entry is my current boyfriend, Tim, who is a warm compassionate man. i don’t have the time to write all the horrble lies michael told and all the horrible things he DID! one of the biggest is that he maintained a relationship with another woman long distance while he was engaged to me…i suspected it because she was sending him emails [he said that it was because he was still on the mailing list for his pinochle club)and he had the BALLS (or lack of them) to tell me i was just being jealous and that i was an asshole for not trusting him. we had quite a few fights about this. he ended up getting physical and i called the cops and got a restraining order against him. months later he called me. he was on the run from the law for violating the restraining order and another case of him driving drunk and hitting someone (he was to get sentenced for vehicular manslaughter). he ended up in a rehab in Hawaii after flying to south carolina to be be with the “OTHER” woman (celeste), but that didn’t work out (probably because he was drunk-he had had one+ year of sobriety except for taking a bottle of vicodin and throwing up for two days before he went on this binge. anyway, he’s telling me how he’s changed his ways AGAIN.. and he’s not gonna lie anymore…he sounds convincing enough, but most narcissists do. he actually admitted some of the lies he told me-like that he was “working both sides of the fence”. i talked with my therapist about him and he said that he was a sociopath, not just a narcissist!!! well, now i’m with a kind-hearted man. our relationship is a little shakey , but we’re working on it. both of us are going thru some major life changes. he’s going to school full time and working full time AND trying to manage his bipolar. i’m NOT working. my depression is under control, but obviously my anxiety and fibromyalgia is not. at least i got control of the physical pain! Sheesh!
