I fell a little bit discomfortable with this goal although i think the basis of my list. This goal consists of a negative meaning. It says to me you are bad, you are not happy, you dont love yourself.

Today, i read my recent entries and saw that i was really bad and negative to myself. Maybe i need some positive words for me. I need to learn communicate with myself.

Yesterday, i sorted out my list and down to 27 items from 42. I realized that i repeat my goals. This makes stress out. I think small list is better for me. I can concentrate more for my goals. 17 months ago

My home is in a mess, so i live in a mess. I want a harmony in my home. I have 4 rooms but i live in my bedroom. I eat in my bedroom, i try to work in my bedroom, i watch tv in my bedroom. It is time to chance this. this week, i eat in the kitchen, work in library, watch tv in livingroom. 17 months ago

I am tend to escape from my problems. When i face a hard situation, i want to give up and go, so start again. I felt so stressfull yesterday. I wanted to go. I wanted to give up everything. I feel myself so much weak. 17 months ago

I have many items to reach for this goal. I start with my appearence. I am going to have a smart appearence. I am going to dress stylish, wear make up and stand errectly. 17 months ago

A lady is not in quick. I always run to catch my buss, to escape cold water, to escape traffic noise. My high heel shoes are danaged because i run always,my clothes are in mess. I don’t think that i look attractive because of this. So i will give up being in rush. 18 months ago

I am given an advice to think what does my ideal person look like. Think about what she eat, how she lives…
Now i try to think like i am that. Today i was in my office asked myself: If my ideal person was in place of me, how would she work or what would she do? I said to myself firstly her desk would be tidy and clean. So i cleaned up my desk, i threw unnecessary papers. It was a small but motivating step. 18 months ago

So far i used to think that i love being alone, but nowadays i realized that i hate being alone. I am alone at the home, and the office also. I am about to go crazy. I need someone to talk. Un til today i think i like being alone so i am antisocial, but i see that i hate being alone and i need to be social. 19 months ago

47-)be a sophisticated person 20 months ago

46-) be an excellent time manager 20 months ago

be attentive 23 months ago

44) be cheerful 2 years ago

When i think what my roblem is, i see main roblem is my appearence. I i send time to look well, i feel myself better. Nowadays, i ay attention for my dressing and make up. It makes me more comfortable. 2 years ago

43) be a leader 2 years ago

I think this is the most important part of my progress. To be a different person, i should have inner discipline. 2 years ago