Remember to take my meds EVERY DAY

since adding, i’ve missed my night meds twice and morning meds once; but, hey—it’s a little bit of improvement!

on 8 crazymeds and 2 health meds. sometimes i don’t take them for a day-and-a-half to two days at time; usually, just because i’m too lazy to count them all out (12 pills in the evening and 10 in the morning) because it involves getting up off my ass when i least feel like it to go get my shopping bag full of pill bottles to do it (i have also tried the pill box method, but get lazy at that as well after awhile and stop filling them up.) the hours begin to tick by and soon it’s too close to the next med dose to take the one i was supposed to take—so f___ it, right? wash, rinse, repeat. the result? i end up having the most horrible med withdrawals. sometimes i think they’re worse than heroin withdrawal—backache, headache, nausea, runny/stuffy nose, fitful and restless sleep in bursts of 20-30 minute increments. night terrors ensue. of course, it goes without saying that HORRIBLE depression creeps back in. suddenly, i’m crying at toilet paper commercials on the telly. i need to take my meds EVERY day, on time! ugh! i hate being medicated!

been keeping up for a while now…

Still no meds. I’m working on it. Dr. is outta town, well, outta this country until some time in late June. I am a DUMBASS! I lost the script and allowed the meds to run out.

I left a message with the Dr’s answering service asking her to call in the script. Answering service says she will “probably get to it in 48 hours or so”.

CRAP!

In the meantime, lots of WICKED withdrawal symptoms, nausea, brain shivers, dizziness, etc… I can deal with these for the most part.

The “intense dreaming” thing tho, OY VEY!!!

Last night was bizarre, although George Costanza, fortunately, did NOT make a repeat performance.

I was out with M, dunno where or what we were doing, but I kept finding shiny polished rocks. Guess where I was putting them for safe keeping?

And that was just one of the screwed up dreams. I don’t even wanna get into the flowbee on an Island of monkeys.

HEY!!! I can not be held responsible for things that happen in my sleep!

BUT I MUST REMEMBER TO TAKE THE DAMN MEDS EVERY DAY!

When I forget the meds, I get wicked withdrawal symptoms.

Just my luck, I get “Excessive or intense dreaming” thing.

Last night, as usual, I fell asleep with Seinfield on. I had the MOST BIZARRE dream about George. We were having sex… and it was graphic and it was good! LMFAO

WTF???

I must remember to take the meds everyday…

Vitamins, advair, inhaler, bc pills….

I keep on forgetting.