Food:
Nothing so far, but later I will be eating a portion of a vegetable sub. I am actually a little worried. It’s not terrible but for some reason I am thinking the bread is going to make me gain weight. Maybe I will remove some of the bread. It will consist of lettuce, tomato, cucumbers, green peppers, and a fat free sweet onion sauce.
Life:
Nothing new. I worked out last night and am pretty sore. Yesterday I ate a small salad. I am hoping to find a job here soon. I signed the papers at the lawyers office earlier today that signs me off of Rich and I’s bank account. I now have nothing. I am living with my parents again at 19. I feel like a failure. I have already failed at a marriage.
Body:
I feel a little faint, slightly sore abs, back and neck, a little weak, probably hungry. Nothing too new. Nothing I can’t deal with happily. I lost half of a lb. I have not hit a plateau yet. I am sure it’s coming. I know how my body works. So my stats are:
SW: 130 lbs
CW: 115.5 lbs
H: 5’2 (ish, I may be a little taller, I am not sure)
GW: 89 lbs
Picture:
That is from america’s next top model one of the seasons, my mood kind of feels beaten up like this picture, well not quite that bad. She still looks gorgeous even if she is all bruised and beaten.
x x x valerie