stop talking shit

i talk behind people’s backs way too much. it’s not like i’m afraid to say it to their face most of the time, i just love to gossip. i know it’s wrong but it’s like some sort of unhealthy addiction. it’s not fair because i feel horrible if anyone ever says anything behind my back, but it’s like i can’t stop.

and i’ve been at school for 2 months so i guess i’m good.

my friends gossip too. so this isn’t an issue of stopping because i enjoy knowing the info too much. i just want to focus on 2 things: telling the truth and being mean. i will only spread information that is true and i won’t be malicious or mean for no reason. (because that’s just mean.) i may still bitch about small annoyances because they are small and don’t require confrontation but still require bitching. but i want to be upfront with people on actual issues.

most of the time, i don’t even feel the way i’m saying. if i do, it’s really my issue anyway. this has got to go.