learn chemistry

I WANNA KNOW CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!

But I’m not! I just need to find time to lean and do it, i.e. grow crystals, etc.

“rault’s law” limitation

I have managed to complete school without ever having to take a single chemistry class. I would like to know the basics.

I want to be able to understand the principals of foundation of everything. It is confusing and I want to overcome it.

This summer I’m going to read chem for dummies.

I passed! I’m so excited! I couldn’t believe it! I passed all three tests and I now can apply for my chemistry teaching credential! (Not sure what that entails…) But I passed!!

Ok the test is over. It took 6 hours and I didn’t get up once. I was writing and working the entire time- no breaks! Wow, I didn’t even have time to check my answers. When I was done, I was done and so brain-dead. I think I did pretty good but there were some I know I missed.

Now comes the hard part- the long wait. I have to wait until febuary(sp?) 11th to get my results. I hope that I pass all three subtests. If I do, I’ll go on to take the earth science and biology tests but if not, I’ll have to retake them and it could effect my chances for a teaching job. I hate not knowing!!!!! I want to know if I passed!!! I hate surprises!!!

I need to work on this today but I don’t wanna!!!! Maybe later I will go to the park or a coffee shop and take my chemistry book.

The chem test is a week from saturday. I have yet to feel the burden and adrenaline. I know all next week, monday-friday I will be freaking out and studying nonstop. Right now, I’m like- eh, its better if it’s fresher in my mind I’ll wait. I hope I get sub jobs next week so I can get my money in order, get my schedule back, right now I’m lazing around and its getting old fast.

Anyway, I did study a bit yesterday and I was looking at the tests and its obvious the constructed answer questions will be the hardest. If I blow it on one of those, I’ll kind of be screwed. And it sucks because there is so many things they could ask you about! You have to know everything! Which makes it hard to study, which is why I’m not studying lol! I will, I just need more pressure.

Right now I’m overwhelmed but I’ll get over it. I just really really hope I pass! I don’t want 200 bucks down the drain. And I really really hope I get sub jobs everyday because I need the money. And I really really hope I get a teaching job in this area because it freaks me out to move and I need to start my career! God, I’m so stressed and I’m not even doing anything!