marry him

We promised that we will marry each other in 5 years. So far it has been a year. So four more years left to see what will happen between us. I love him all of my heart :)

but I want to marry him. I shall put it near the top of my list and leave a reminder for a year and see what comes my way

When I was saved the First thing that came to me was a man. And I’m still with him to this day. I am going to marry him.

some time in the next 2-3 years when we finish our bachelor’s degrees, wish it was sooner :p

i will want to marry him

I wake up everyday and wonder if this is really .. really real. I never would have guessed it would be him although i was always told when you aren’t looking for it you find it! I talk to him about things i have never talked to anyone about - plan things i never have planned and most wonderfully do things with him i have never been able to do. In this crazy world, in my crazy life, he is so calming like the rain that puts me to sleep - the feeling that this will actually last isn’t something i question this time. The risk so great but no doubt, a nevous breathe as i paused only once to exhale “no regrets”

but who is him, is for him to prove.

We got married on May 17, 2008!

13 days until the marry the man of my dreams :)

as i watch him slumped over his guitar i trace the shape of his body with my eyes. his head is lowered in concentration to find the right notes. his lips are slightly parted leaving an empty space between them, compelling me to lean over the distance between us and kiss those impressibles. i forget to listen, but i memorize the movement of his fingers, gently, gracefully, and in pattern.

i lose myself in his presence. i wish to crawly deeply into him and swim through his veins because i know what flows through him is the same peace as music that plays up the lonely walls of a crowded room.

i want to be with him, more than the words i know to put together.