reach out more

1. Planning new years.

2. Planning shows.

3. Getting out more.

and is it ever healing.

I still have moments of feeling bad about it, though.
While I am still there for people too, at the moment the balance is towards me needing support, rather than being a support. And while I know further healing and growth will only continue to mould me someone who can be there even more fully for others in the future, in the meantime it can be a challenge to accept.

both about needs, and in love.

Such a fine balance. I think it is important to be concious of which it is, when it occurs.

I think I have mixed them up a lot in the past. And this often resulted in much pain.