My life is content. Not awesome, just… content. I want it to be awesome, I want to reach out and fufil as much as I possibly can, not just what I’m good at. I’m still a school student, but I’m happy with the oppourtunities my school has given me, the only problem is I’m not grasping them and trying to show myself as a better person in my school life. I want to reach out further and show all of me, just not a quiant, quiet person that just dissapears after school, I want to be remembered for something almost; even recieving a reward will be satisfying for me 4 years ago
and is it ever healing.
I still have moments of feeling bad about it, though.
While I am still there for people too, at the moment the balance is towards me needing support, rather than being a support. And while I know further healing and growth will only continue to mould me someone who can be there even more fully for others in the future, in the meantime it can be a challenge to accept. 7 years ago