love my mother

usually my bad childhood prevents me from enjoying a perfectly lovely meal. It’s not that shes all that bad anymore, it’s just her mindset, air and childness I have a serious problem with.
But! Actually some days ago, me and my boyfriend went for dinner and we stayed longer than we usually do – and I actually enjoyed it!
1 tiny step closer to loving and forgiving my mother! 3 years ago

i want to love my mother 3 years ago

Some things aren’t meant to be. 3 years ago

I’m not holding a grudge anymore. We still don’t speak often, but I don’t hold who she is against her.

It didn’t happen before Christmas, though. 3 years ago

She and I have a lot of issues, and I’d explain them, but I’d sound whinetastic and wouldn’t really get my point across. Fact is, some of us have to work at loving our mothers. I do love her, but being nice and getting along and not wanting to break necks whenever she speaks. This isn’t teenage angst, it’s not that stage that most mothers and daughters go through before they become good friends. Some people just don’t click, y’know? This goal is for those things, the getting along, the being nice. And it’s at the bottom of the list because it’s something I’ll never be able to “complete.” Unfortunately, I think I’m always going to have to work at being friends with my mom. 3 years ago

or at least start talking to her again before Christmas.

Thanks for the cheer. Maybe I’ll get inspired soon. 4 years ago