Lose 75 pounds

because i feel trapped in this body

i can’t believe i’ve gotten this big.

17 pounds lost. I was surprised, because I haven’t been doing the workouts regularly, but I have been walking to work and doing little things like that. Guess it makes a difference! 58 pounds to go!

I want to kick that nasty habit sooooo bad but it’s so hard. I started working out with a personal trainer so smoking has to go!! I need help This is going to be a tough one!!!

I recently got a divorce about 1yr ago. I divorced my husband because I found out he was gay after 10yrs. Losing 75 pounds is really important to me because I want a new life I want to put the past behind me and focus on myself and of course my children. All they have is their mommy and I ultimatly just want to live a healthy sober life for them. I want to regain the confidence I lost while married to a gay man I never thought I was good enough I know it wasen’t me it was him but it really mentally messed me up. I want a new life. since my divorce or while going through it or wait the whole time I was in that relationship I used food to ease the pain of what is actually my reality! I just want to change completely losing 75 pounds is a goal for me and I know if I stay in the zone then it’ll happen!!!

I recently got a divorce about 1yr ago. I divorced my husband because I found out he was gay after 10yrs. Losing 75 pounds is really important to me because I want a new life I want to put the past behind me and focus on myself and of course my children. All they have is their mommy and I ultimatly just want to live a healthy sober life for them. I want to regain the confidence I lost while married to a gay man I never thought I was good enough I know it wasen’t me it was him but it really mentally messed me up. I want a new life. since my divorce or while going through it or wait the whole time I was in that relationship I used food to ease the pain of what is actually my reality! I just want to change completely losing 75 pounds is a goal for me and I know if I stay in the zone then it’ll happen!!!

3 pounds down. 72 to go!

So my weight climbed back up to 165 but it’s not the end of the world, I still have 28 pounds to go and I’ve been sweating my butt off at the gym as well as been a more dedicated vegan. Expect more frequent updates from me now.

Weight has always been the big battle of my life, controlling my every thought and move on most days. It all started when I tasted the sweet nectar of losing 60 pounds by the end of my senior year of high school and seeing how much better life was as a thin person. Since then, 15 years ago now (Wow, time flies!), my weight has been way up to way down to perfect to downright massive. It’s a constant struggle and battle and I am simply tired of the distraction and want to rid of it for good!

objectives: 1) eat only one serving of any item 2) drink only one diet pop per day 3) drink my coffee black except when I am actually hungry 4) enjoy really good coffee once in awhile