times. The only way to learn:) 6 years ago

I think it’s safe to safe that I “made a mistake” by taking 2 graduate courses in library sciences. I’ve decided that it’s not the path I truly want. The good thing is that I explored an option and I survived. Opening myself up to failure and mistakes is the only way that I’m going to succeed in the end. 6 years ago

This goal is based on the Fiona Apple song “A Mistake”. I’ve spent my whole life avoiding failure. I have been paralyzed, unable to make decisions because of it. It’s time for me to make a mistake and be fine with it. Here are the lyrics to the song:

I’m gonna make a mistake
I’m gonna do it on purpose
I’m gonna waste my time

‘Cause I’m full as a tick
And I’m scratching at the surface
And what I find is mine

And when the day is done, and I look back
And the fact is I had fun, fumbling around
All the advice I shunned, and I ran
Where they told me not to run, but I sure had fun, so

I’m gonna fuck it up again
I’m gonna do another detour
Unpave my path

And if you wanna make sense
What you looking at me for
I’m no good at math

And when I find my way back
The fact is I just may stay, or I may not
I’ve acquired quite a taste for
A well-made mistake I wanna make a mistake
Why can’t I make a mistake?

I’m always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why

Do I wanna do right, of course but
Do I really wanna feel I’m forced to
Answer you, hell no
I’ve acquired quite a taste for
A well-made mistake, I wanna make a mistake
Why can’t I make a mistake

I’m always doing what I think I should
Almost always doing everybody good
Why 7 years ago