heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
cause hurt beyond belief to those they are directed at…
irrationality fueled by anger…
And ultimately the realization that a great wrong was committed…again
Maybe the last 10 hours were not so good…unless I learn something from them...
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
out of control…
I haven’t been able to think straight at times…
Sat down and talked with 2 of my friends…they calmed me down by mentioning all the negatives as compared to the few positives…
Thank God for friends…I was making stupid mistakes at work…things I NEVER do…
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
to download the text messages from my cell phone…I am going to post the response to some proof of what a monster I can be when I get mad…
I am like someone possessed…and it sucks…
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
I have conquered my jealousy and possessiveness issues…however, my anger that I try so hard to keep walled off is another matter…
Something that defies any attempt to water down once the right formula brings it to a boil…:(

heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
by the fact that my current interest has issues just like me…but multiplied by 2 or 3…I may be shown the way to leaving them behind…and maybe I can help her…
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
but I’ve made progress that I would have never guessed….And I don’t think I can even grasp how huge this is…only time will tell how life altering the recent past has been…And the work that remains to be done…....
heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?
The very keystone of all my other hopes and many of my goals…..