be patient

I’m not sure now if it’s impatience or just that I need so much intellectual stimulation that I get bored without it.

tick tock
its like I can feel each agonizing second pass right on by.

I completely suck at this.

It’s really hard to be patient when everything seems to be working against you.

I will pay off my credit cards.
I will get my degree.
I will get over myself.

This will all happen in time. I need to take some of the pressure off myself, and just stay resolute.

I don’t like being patient. I just don’t have it in me. I want what I want when I want it. And not getting it causes me almost a physical pain. Ive been so anxious today, and I’m not sure why. But I don’t like this at all.

I have realized that I am very impatient. I need to slow down and chill. I talk fast, walk fast and private road rage! LOL.

This is something that I am having a great difficulty with.
Its been the longest only 2 weeks in my life. I dont know why I expect so much so soon.

I have a hard time not wanting to stab two of my co-workers in the eye with a ball point pen.

i have no particular reason to put this as my goal. but sometimes life brings along such surprises that i cant remain the ever smiling patient person that i generally am. especially when things go wrong with HIM, i want it to be solved the very next minute not realising that it will take time. i cant wait to get done with it. i cant wait to finish fighting.

thats when i feel i am impatient. i also get impatient when i have to wait for certain things to materialise. i cant wait. its simple enough to write down but when it comes to waiting i cant be so patient.

i hope penning down my entries about my impatience will help me receive some tips as to how can i cool down and relax when i start growing impatient!!

anyone who’s tried this and can help… pls do.