I blame myself for every single failure no matter how small it is. I have very high standards for myself and for the man that I want to date. I think that the demand is so high it’s unrealistic. I need to learn to relax and just enjoy the moment. 3 weeks ago

to say that I am patient. Maybe it’s because I don’t have anything to be “not” patient about. I was extremely inpatient about our marriage blessing because it’s been a stressful journey but i’m very content these past few weeks. Just too weeks ago I was inpatient about “time” but I’ve gotten over that. I happy with myself. & I think back to this goal like, why was inpatient? 9 months ago

Well, nothing’s worked out. Not down tho, time to look forward. A more progressive pete from now!.. 9 months ago

Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m running out of time. It seem’s like i’ve been like this for…I’d say no more than 2 years now. I’m not sure why but I feel like I need to do things in a rush. I’m praying, asking God to slow me down and help me focus on what it is that really needs to be done first. 10 months ago

Why is so complicated … really hard to be patient some times … but I suppose if we get conscious of our default and we try to manage them, we will improve 12 months ago