be more insane

Yesterday I showed D my stupid happy dance (He was feeling a bit down). Which may not sound particularly insane, but I have a massive crush on him, and in these situations I tend to go out of my way not to do anything even slightly embarassing. But I’ve come to the conclusion that winning him by showing him the real me would feel amazing.

So go happy dance!

I think it does.

Oh dear, I don’t think my parents would want to know some of the things I got up to…

Still thing more loosening up is in order though. But travel definitely reduces your inhibitions a bit.

I guess some people can’t be any less sane.

more insane? well if i must :D

I go between extremes of wanting to be more insane then more reserved. Normally after I try being more insane, I witness someone else doing pretty much the same thing, and I find it obnoxious. I am also an aspiring Buddhist; whom generally value only speaking up when it is necessary, valuable, and kind.

i’m not sure if this possible but i’ll try

be more spontaneous, less scared. do things that freak me out but i know are worth doing. act like a lunatic on a train full of suits. just for fun. and then walk out as if nothing happened.