recover from my car accident

So I was in a car accident yesterday. Blood and pains but I was very lucky as it would have been a perfect situation for getting a big head wound. I flew three metres and landed next to some big iron bits. I contused my head and thorax, got a swollen forehead and the biggest wounds on my knees. The worst thing is that every part of my body hurts from five places and whenever I move, its hell! Its not a big deal but I want to get better as soon as possible as it disturbs everything and I cant even work on my other goals (like dancing salsa).

I need to balance between trying to be too active and being sloth. I cleaned the shower the other weekend and my chiropractor could tell I did something the next day. I hate that my firm muscly spots are all soft and gushy now. So I have been trying to work out. I did pilates, squats and lunges twice last week. I was pooped after. I have done that twice this week. I want to do it for five days. I did get a little zealous holding small weights because my wrist is not strong enough.

My fiance watched me workout last night and I felt he was proud and sad for me. He does not think I am fat and has acknowledged I am softer but has said that if I am so uncomfortable with my size and being proactive about it, then he never has to worry about me getting too large. It really was sweet how he worded it. It was also sad because my workout was vigorous for me, but not anything compared to what I could do a few months ago. Baby steps, smart baby steps.

My wrist hurt a lot less and my back eased up this week for the entire week. I also think I am getting stronger. I had a fall yesterday (balance is still wonky) and did not aggravate anything. I am very happy about that.

dec 1 2006 for me. the driver ran a red light, i had green arrow. they emerged from a road shadowed by an overpass and i saw them miss the center of my car and felt the impact on my rear. i spun around…

a month later and lower back, neck, and wrist/thumb are still wonky.

i just want to return to my life. it was a crappy way to end the year and i plan for my 2007 not to be scarred by this!

Time heals most issues

Well it has been a month since my car accident and I still dont really remember much about it except for the sound of metal smashing and breaking glass in my head.I was found to be at fault and the person i ran into is sueing my insurance company for injurys I am very sad .I just want to get past this and go on with my life