Get so drunk I black out.

it sucks not remembering what happend…=Shm….

Yes, it was shocking to say the least. Back in the days of massive drinking, the fun of waking up the next day and not remembering the last 20 hours. So much fun really….......or not. How do I know if it was fun if I don’t remember it….....or driving home or who I was with..And you don’t think maybe an ACCIDENT could happen when I don’t know what I’m doing? It was so not worth it, why did I even think it was a good time?? If I could go back in time and change nothing, having to do everything over just as it happened, I would run away so fast…...........The last paragraph of this entry also applies to my do a lot of drugs comment.