I want to talk to people but I have no trust. Everyone I seem to come in contact with lies. This has happened to the point that I am now looking at everyone as a liar. Therefore I do not trust anyone and feel I shouldn’t even waste my time trying to socialize with them.
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I have been anti social off and on since my dad slept with my girlfriend 7 years ago. Since then I have completely lost all social skills, and I have dated one girl since then. I have been feeling very depressed, and even suicidal so I definitely need to learn to get over my anti-social B.S before I do something stupid. ...besides I don’t think I can live another year as lonely as I feel now

