dream again

As I grew older, I lost my ability to dream, I lost the pleasure to strive, and as I attained some of my goals, I lost the beauty of chasing a dream.

I have recently gotten divorced, fell in love again, and have a broken heart again. I have 3 children that I am going to focus on and I want to remember how to dream. I have not taken time for myself in 15 years. I want to dream about going to Italy, or dreaming about past experiences, or new experiences. I want to dream about my children. I want to help them live their dreams, as they help me live mine. I am a beautiful, caring, decent woman. I have a huge heart with my students, children, friends, coworkers, and animals. I want to dream that one day someone will see just how great I really am.

I’m a Pisces, so daydreaming is inevitable. But I’ve found that the older I get, the less dreaming and daydreaming I do. I miss it horribly.