have a secret identity

i just want to be wealthy and happy…

I want my secret identidy to go like this
By day:A ordinary twelve year old in middle school named Clara with a best friend,and a normal life.
BUT by night:A super celeberty on YOUTUBE called MICKY.And no one will know cause I have Blonde hair and blue eyes,but MICKY has black hair and blue eyes with a difrent voice.

preferably real life, however the internet one is working fine for the time being

My best friend has an interesting past and is locally infamous, so he makes up aliases so new people he meets wont have heard of him, but he also makes me do it too….. Its fun tho

its coo to be by day the nromal cubicle worker who none of hot chicks look at let alone repulse who by night beocmes something else all different like.

boss’s back i really should get back to work.

I’ve done it in the past.. and I only got problems. I had a false email adress and a fake identity.. my own blog, and wrote on it every day. That was good for a while, because I finally had the possibility to write everything I wanted. But one day, a man left me a comment. and many others.. and so many.. that was crazy. I didn’t know him so I began to talk to him, to send email.. that wasn’t bad yet.

The problem was that, while I was talking with a boy in a course about a work, he gave me his email adress and I found out that the unknown man and him was the same person !!

What did I have to do ? I couldn’t stop to write on the blog, that was impossible to think, That kept me alive!! So I did like I didn’t know and I continued to write to him..

A day, he talked to me about that girl he knew because of her blog, me. He was like in love, he has never felt it before because she gave him the opportunity to be alive, without any fear, to believe in himself and on what he thinks.. I was so bad and I told him.. Of course, he didn’t believe me.

I wrote my last entry that day, about who I really was and how secret identity can destroy people you love.. I decided that day “to stop” the blog.. and he decided to not talk to me anymore..

Did it worth it? Not at all..

Sorry..

...If I told you, I’d have to kill you.

I blog under a ‘secret identity’ and find it a real release to talk about my problems and discuss issuses, and things that I’ve done that I feel I wouldn’t be able to discuss around my friends or family. I love being able to get certain things off my chest, and it makes me smile when I get feedback that lets me know I’m not ‘wierd’! I’d like to use my secret identity more as sometimes I find it more liberating than going around as ‘myself’. I just hope no one realises who I am!!

it’s like margot motherfucking tennenbaum

if you do anything good under cloak, you recieve no credit, at least for a while. life is short, but sometimes strategy demands extraordinary effort and sacrifice. sigh.