I want to be brave enough to put down all of my defenses. AH! SCARY! I have to do it :/ 2 weeks ago

Making myself continually, if not consistently, try new things was an essential part of this goal. Being forced out of my comfort zone, which is very insulated if not completely happy, forced me to endure new situations and people, and get used to doing that. Now I don’t want to sit at home most nights, and being open to things, hosting things, participating in things, makes people invite me to things more often if not constantly. I’m really quite surprised. It’s taken me a lot of time to get used to believing I can do things and be ok with them, or even enjoy myself.

When you get ot the point where you see something cool, or beautiful, or exciting, and you think, “I want to do that”, and when that voice comes up in your hear that says, “You just can’t, or you shouldn’t”, and you look at that voice and think, “Fuck it. Why the hell not?”, you’re there. Work on it from this point, and as you get to know yourself and what you actually want and can do, you’ll have a better time finding new things you might actually be interested in, or will benefit from, and FINDING ways to make it happen. 4 months ago

So I do XD 10 months ago

I have been afraid of many things but over the years i told myself to just do it!!!! 10 months ago

I need to be more brave and make the art I love.. to stand up for myself, to stand up to others and what I believe in, to be more vocal.. I have to do many things to cultivate this bravery I have lost. 12 months ago

I met whoa_blackbetty last weekend.

Be afraid. Be very afraid

though she is as fluffy as she claims to be and has lovely paws.

_meow13 months ago