Everyone once in a while, I get really restless. I don’t mean, “gee, I wish I could be somewhere else today” sort of restless, I mean the, “If I don’t get out of here, I’m going to lose my mind” sort of restless. I feel completely stuck in a rut, doing the same routine day after day, and I feel like I haven’t accomplished anything that I really wanted to do. I’m realizing lately just how unhappy I am in my current situation.
The first step to changing this is definitely to find myself a job somewhere. I’ve been searching, but not very earnestly. Starting next week, I’m really going to be hitting the pavement and going all over, applying wherever I can. If I could get a job by the end of the month, that would be fabulous.
Then, I need to set aside some money. I’d pay off my loan first, and then I’d set aside all but $50 of each paycheck in savings. My goal is to save $900/month so that by the end of next year, I’d have a pretty nice nest egg.
Finally, my goal is to be out and on the road by March of 2011. I’d work right up until a few days before I left so I’d have as much money on hand as possible. Then, I’d fly to Europe and start traveling. I feel like if I could just spend a year or so overseas, trekking around, that everything would change.
After the traveling, I don’t really care what happens. I would probably come back, save for a while more, then buy a house and settle into a fairly regular routine. (Though, not too regular, or I’d go batty.)
Nov 06, 11:16AM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments
I would like to lose a bit of weight. I don’t care how much I weigh, exactly, its just how I look. Would like a flat stomach, for starters, now I think about it. Will begin geading towards this goal by drinking 2 litres of water a day to reduce bloating. I found a good goal-making website somewhere, and think I should use their goal-making system to motivate and inspire me.
Oct 23, 09:00AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
ok im called adam and im 14 years old and i want to change my life but i just dont no how to.for the past couple of month ive been putting my mum and dad frew hell ive been getting in trouble with the police and not long ago i got done for robery.but getting done for robery hasent taught me a thing.i need help to change my life before i end up going to prison over doing stuped things
Oct 03, 10:12AM PDT | 0 comments
Ziva_David Stop fighting Time. Because Time will always win.
Lately I’ve been really depressed because I’m so very unhappy with so many things in my life. But I need to just stop with all this self pity and realize that I’m in control of my own life. I’ve always said that if there’s something in your life that you don’t like change it. So I guess i should take my own advice.
I Have made some good changes in my life in the past couple of months which include:
-Getting A Job
-Fixing A Friendship With Someone that Was Once My Best Friend
-Liking a Guy Who Isn’t a complete Asshole (even if it didn’t work out in the end)
-Losing 10 pounds
-Getting Closer With My Sister
-Finishing Driving School
-Working Harder to catch up in school
There are some other small things that have changed but I’m still far away from where i want to be. But i am happy with the little progress i have had. As the saying goes “The person who moves a mountain Starts by carrying small Stones” ....
I think have many stones to go, and A couple of boulders too.
Sep 28, 07:23PM PDT | 0 comments
I will continue my life changed when I am no longer afraid to do the things I love.
“The key to change… is to let go of fear.”
Sep 10, 03:19PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Im a young man just trying too hard to figure it all out. I feel like im searching for something, but i dont know what it is. I wake up and i want it, I go to sleep at night and i dream about it. I need it. My mind is always on the hunt. I feel like the person i am now will never find it. The real me cant reach it. this makes me constantly lie. lying to change myself. I lie to people who dont know the real me. I can be anybody i want to be. At work im the cool guy or the chick magnet, at school im the party animal, and at my families im the tough guy with no fear. I lie so much i hate my true self. I hate myself for not being real but fake. Im always pretending to be someone else. This makes me idolize real people and real emotions. I want that. i want to be real! I want to take my plastic heart out and fill my body with my pure blood. I want people to like me for me not just one of the made up characters. I want the real things in life. i want to change my whole life.
Sep 04, 08:12PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
yes dear i am very sad with my life because my life is so boring so dufring how can change my life??????????
Aug 15, 10:08AM PDT | 0 comments
i cannot continue to live my days controlled in this way. I refuse to. It brings me no joy or positivity, just anger and sadness and loss of hope. I quit. I do not need it. I need to be HAPPY and i have the power to do so. I know what it’ll take and i know at first it’ll be difficult. But it will lead me into my dreams. I quit today, i change right now, i stay strong tomorrow, i will get there soon.
I can do this.
Aug 05, 02:15AM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
kelizailyn is watching eternal sunshine for the spotless mind
that i change my life. if i don’t… god, i know i’m going to end up being unhappy and single and chronically depressed my whole life if i stay how i am. unsocial. shy. close-mouthed. untrusting. i can’t do it anymore. or i can, because i have for years, for my whole life. i just…. something about myself makes me want to run run run run run away and start a whole new identity. or at least, you know, dye my hair.
Jul 28, 08:18PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
casergrl is moving in a forward direction
I made a list of all the things I want to change in my life, and when this list is completed, I’ll mark this as done.
Jul 12, 07:52PM PDT | 1 comment