weigh 105 lbs

Uuuughhhh, I feel so crappy.
I weighed myself today, and I went up to 117. I’m not even joking, I almost cried. I honestly don’t get it. I eat right, I exercise almost everyday. Why the HELL do I weigh so much ?! For my height, I should weigh around 105 pounds. I’m 12 pounds overweight, that is NOT good. UGH UGH UGH.
I’m so mad at myself. Why does my body have to be so STUPID?
PLUS, yesterday, I was at my friend’s house, and we found out that our guy friends had rated all of us, and one of them (who I liked for a while) rated me a 6. A freaking 6!! Ugh, this sucks. And I don’t even get it, cuz I know I’m pretty, and I’m not fat.
Uuuuughhh.
Jeez.
Life sucks.
-Claire45

Alright, so there’s two scales at my house. Last week, I weighed myself on scale A and weighed 118.2 pounds. Today, my dad was in the bathroom, so I weighed myself on scale B because I figured it would give me the same results, right? WRONG. On scale B, I weighed 118.6
I almost cried. Not even joking. I kept asking myself, “how did this happen?! I ate way less than I did last week, whyyyy?!”
So I was sulking and lying on my bed when my dad came out of his bathroom, so I trotted over to weigh myself on scale A. I breathed in and out deeply before stepping on. What did it tell me? 115.9!!
So, as you can imagine, I am very, very confused.
I’ll just try to stop eating candy, and see how it goes from there.
-Claire45

Hiii :)
So, I went to the party last night and let me tell you, it was AWESOME. I had so much fun. And I danced pretty much like, all night. AND I didn’t eat too much crap, so I was pretty proud of myself.
This morning, I played squash for an hour and 20 minutes, and later today I’m helping my sister move into her new house, so I’m going to be constantly moving.
Oh lord, tomorrow I have to weigh myself again. I’m definitely not looking forward to that. Tonight, I’m going to do push-ups, sit-ups and squats like crazy, and see if that helps.
OHH! And I’m getting a membership at a gym so I can work out :)
wooott, :)

-Claire45

Haah, well. I haven’t written everyday like I said I would, but whatever. You don’t really want to know what I’ve been eating. 0_0
It’s those damn smarties! I just love them so much. You know those little boxes that people hand out on halloween? Yeah? Well, I eat like 3-4 of those every day :( It’s not like I want to. Well, I do, but not really. Because I want to stop eating them, but they’re soooo good!
Gah, anyways
I did yoga on tuesday. Yesterday I didn’t do anything because I couldn’t get a drive, and today I just danced around like a loon.
Tomorrow I was supposed to go to kickboxing, but I have a party I have to go to. So, er, yeah. Definitely not going to kickboxing. I’ll be dancing, though. That’s good, right? Right. :)
And um, Saturday! Saturday morning I’m playing squash! :D And then Sunday morning Yoga again :)

Well, that is all I have to say today.
-Claire 45

PS: Reading the last book of the Confessions of Georgia Nicolson, “Are these my basoomas I see before me?”
I have to tell you, I’m on page 14, and I’ve already almost peed my pants laughing.
If you haven’t read these series yet, you HAVE to read them. It’s AMAZING.

Alriightyyy.
So, today, I had pancakes for breakfast, I know, not very nutritious but whatever. Then at around 9:50 I had a granola bar. Then left over lasagna from yesterday at lunch at about 11:15ish and I had some Captain Crunch with 1% Chocolate Milk when I got home at 3.
Then I did 45 minutes of kick boxing, volunteered with the kids’ class, had piano lessons, and came home. At around 8:30 I had dinner, which was something really weird, but REALLY good. I can’t even explain it, but it wasn’t like, fatty food. It was actually healthy. Ish. I think.
THEN, I watched Gossip Girl. This episode was so good, I loved it! :)

Anyways, so that was a short post, but I just wanted to post what I ate and did today. I think I’m going to start doing that everyday if I can.
Well, that’s it for todayy. :)
-Claire45

Jeez, I was NOT expecting that! Gaah, see? Now I’m all depressed. I weighed myself this morning, and that’s what the scale told me. 117.2 pounds. Well, actually, it was 118.2, but since it’s my time of the month and I was wearing clothes, that adds some weight. Either way, it’s dangerously close to 120. And I will not, WILL NOT weigh 120 pounds.
Upon seeing this horrific number, I had a sandwich for breakfast at around 9:30. It had just a bit of cream cheese and ham.
Then at around 2, I had some smarties, and then a small piece of lasagna at 3:30. For dessert, I had something that was like, papaya cream? You just liquefy papayas and vanilla ice cream. The ice cream was fat free and sugar free, though. And I think it might’ve been some yogurt ice cream or whatever. It’s 8:12 pm right now, and since then I haven’t eaten anything. I’m not really hungry.
Physical activities of the day? I went to the park with my friend and swung on the swings for a while. I found out that it’s actually a pretty good exercise for strengthening your abs if you try to go really high up. Guess who’s going to be going to the park more often? Later I went back to the park with my little sister, and then I danced salsa for about 1 and a half hours.
So I didn’t have what you would call an amazing work out, but still, I wasn’t just sitting around all day.
Tomorrow, though, tomorrow I’m doing kick boxing for 45 minutes and then I’m volunteering with the little kids’ class for half an hour. Then I might, just might, go to Zumba for an hour. It ends at exactly 9 which is when Gossip Girl starts, and even though I live like half a minute away from the place I do it at (my mom drives me, it’s getting cold and I don’t like walking by myself when it’s dark out) I don’t like missing any parts of it.
By next Sunday, I’d like to be at at least 116.8
That’s possible, right? Well, I really do hope so.

-Claire45

Hi :)
Alright, so. I’m a teenager, a very short one, and I weigh around 115 lbs (I never weigh myself, because when I do, I just get all depressed) That’s good, right? I think, I don’t know. Well, the thing is, I don’t really mind weighing 115 lbs, I just want to have a flat stomach! I don’t want it to jiggle, it makes me feel like Jello. Would you like feeling like Jello? No, didn’t think so.

So, on March 2010 I’m going on a trip, and I want to look my best, which is why that is my deadline. I normally eat healthy, and I exercise from 4-6 times a week. I do yoga and kick boxing, and I play squash and dance whenever I get the chance. So I’m pretty active, which is why I don’t get why I still don’t have a flat stomach.

Halloween just passed and I went trick-or-treating, so I have a LOT of candy. I’ve been eating it non-stop, which is making me chubbier. I don’t want that, do I? Nope. I do not. I told my mom to hide it, that way if I didn’t see it, I wouldn’t want it. Where did she hide it? In the pantry. . So now I know where it is and see it all the time, so I keep eating it! And I really don’t want to eat it, but I have no self-control whatsoever over these things. Yesterday, I literally stood up and sat back down about 4 times debating whether or not to go get a chocolate bar. In the end, I did go get it, and then I was really mad at myself for doing so. So, the first thing I’m going to do is donate all of my candy. To who? I don’t know, but I’m going to do it. If I can’t find anyone to donate it to, I’ll just give it to one of my friends. They’re all super skinny and have really fast metabolisms, so they’re constantly eating. I wish I could do that. :\ My metabolism is so slow, I hate it!

Kay, back to me getting a flat stomach. So, every Sunday, starting tomorrow, I’m going to weigh myself. I hate doing it, but it’s just something I’ll have to do. Oh, and I’ll measure my waist, too. Jeez, this is definitely going to put me out of my comfort zone. Oh well, I guess it’s worth it. :)

-Claire45

Yes please.. I was 181 lbs in january 2008. Now, 10 months later, Im at 112 lbs. :) I want to stop at 105.

2/19 – Gave up soda (initially for two weeks).

Trim 250 liquid calories off each day and at the end of five weeks I’ll have saved 8,750 calories, prevent 574 sugar cubes from entering my body, and knock off 2.5 pounds!

20-ounce bottle soda = 250 calories
20-ounce Vitamin Water or Life Water = 125 calories
8 ounces fruit juice = 110 calories