Hi :)
Alright, so. I’m a teenager, a very short one, and I weigh around 115 lbs (I never weigh myself, because when I do, I just get all depressed) That’s good, right? I think, I don’t know. Well, the thing is, I don’t really mind weighing 115 lbs, I just want to have a flat stomach! I don’t want it to jiggle, it makes me feel like Jello. Would you like feeling like Jello? No, didn’t think so.
So, on March 2010 I’m going on a trip, and I want to look my best, which is why that is my deadline. I normally eat healthy, and I exercise from 4-6 times a week. I do yoga and kick boxing, and I play squash and dance whenever I get the chance. So I’m pretty active, which is why I don’t get why I still don’t have a flat stomach.
Halloween just passed and I went trick-or-treating, so I have a LOT of candy. I’ve been eating it non-stop, which is making me chubbier. I don’t want that, do I? Nope. I do not. I told my mom to hide it, that way if I didn’t see it, I wouldn’t want it. Where did she hide it? In the pantry. . So now I know where it is and see it all the time, so I keep eating it! And I really don’t want to eat it, but I have no self-control whatsoever over these things. Yesterday, I literally stood up and sat back down about 4 times debating whether or not to go get a chocolate bar. In the end, I did go get it, and then I was really mad at myself for doing so. So, the first thing I’m going to do is donate all of my candy. To who? I don’t know, but I’m going to do it. If I can’t find anyone to donate it to, I’ll just give it to one of my friends. They’re all super skinny and have really fast metabolisms, so they’re constantly eating. I wish I could do that. :\ My metabolism is so slow, I hate it!
Kay, back to me getting a flat stomach. So, every Sunday, starting tomorrow, I’m going to weigh myself. I hate doing it, but it’s just something I’ll have to do. Oh, and I’ll measure my waist, too. Jeez, this is definitely going to put me out of my comfort zone. Oh well, I guess it’s worth it. :)
-Claire45