Keep my job for over a year

After a year, it gets really easy and I can just auto-pilot my way through a shift. I work as a server at a by-the-beach restaurant so the customers are typically happy to be there.

I need to overcome one road block after a year of working there. That is the cynicism that eventually comes from serving rude folks. That has now become one of my new goals.

It’s official. There’s nothing I can do. Apparently there was some shady stuff going down that my manager never told me about. But it’s all over now. It hurts, but I know that the peak has past anyway.

So long…

The bastard “laid me off” yesterday. Ugh…it’s unfair and I’m angry. I’ll try reaching my old manager to see if he has a place for me in his store, but I know times are tough in general and it may not happen.

I won’t give this goal up until then, but I’m pissed I’d have to give it up at all.

As much as I’d love to accomplish this, I’m hitting some hard bumps across the road. My new manager is a huge douche bag, and doesn’t seem to care that I’ve been a loyal employee to the company for almost 11 months, a bit of a feat for someone my age. He looks as though he’s going to refuse a chance to prove myself to him, and if he doesn’t schedule me next week, I’m transferring my happy ass out of there.

I’m just so pissed off that a couple of numbers is more important that my loyalty to the company. The corporate world is so screwed up, I know that one of the main reasons I got this job was because I have a vagina. Not only am I being objectified for my gender, but it says that the company thinks men are stupid and easily manipulated by a pair of breasts. Disgusting.