not waste my youth

Im scared of growing old. I know its not a bad thing per say, but i can see my parents and grandparents getting older and older and all i know is that i dont want to be like that. I dont want a dull, work-filled, old age. So i need to not waste my youth on petty things like gossip and popularity. I know what it is that i like, and now i just need to follow through and let my passion drive me towards what i want to spend my time doing, not the opinions of other people.

i have most definitely not wasted
any part of the past two years. butt since
my youth isn’t over yet, i can’t say i’ve
really accomplished this

I think I’m too uptight. I need to loosen up and have some fun while I can.

is that if these are the best years
of my life, someone needs to shoot me.

Im really afraid that my youth is gonna fly by faster than i can run…and i dont want to be one of those middle aged people who rant on to their kids about how they wasted “the best years of their life”!