efay23 is going to become stronger.
I am 23 years old today. I want to be able to say I’m living for myself by the time I’m 24.
efay23 is going to become stronger.
I am 23 years old today. I want to be able to say I’m living for myself by the time I’m 24.
make a life for me that i love
that i can’t wait to get up in the morning
feel excited
I wish I was a little girl again and that somebody would hug me and tell me everything’s going to be alright.
I try to, I really do. But it kills me when I see my Mom or my sister hurt. I don’t want them to fight – I want them to have the same relationship I have with the both of them. My Mom has been through so much in her life – I wish I could take away her pain. I wish I could erase those horrible memories she has. And I wish my sister knew how wonderful I think she is and how much we really do love her. She’s been through a lot too. And so has my brother. I wish I could help my family. But how can I do that when I can’t even help myself? And I don’t want people to be robbed of their rights as humans either. I wish I could do more. I feel so sick with myself because I’m sitting here doing nothing. I don’t deserve pity. My depression is NOTHING compared to what those people have to go through. I’ve had a good life. I’m just not as appreciative of it as I should be.