balances me out.
anchors me down.
holds me tight
doesn’t let me go 11 months ago

“Listen to your heart,
instead of what your eyes tell you.” 18 months ago

to CALIFORNIA.
( they know how to party )

bahahanah nah nah18 months ago

I’m always rebuilding. Starting over so many times sucks, but that’s how life goes sometimes. It’s all about how I make my situation.
So I have no choice but to make this rebuilding process positive!

I can’t allow myself to feed into negative energy.
I must stop myself from indulging in bad things/situations.
It’s hard to say no to something free.

& another thing is: I have to stop depending on other people, I hate always being let down. 18 months ago

I sit here alone. But its ok . It’s what I wanted.
I’ll probably do the same things I did tomorrow.
Which was: Wake up- Work – Eat@work – Get off early – Spend Time Online - Sleep ♥

Sleep has become my best-friend.
And food.

Even though I enjoyed being with Him, I know I need to focus on myself before I can care for another…
It’s been really hard because when he came to pick up his stuff, he also took 57% of my stuff. Stuff I need ! So annoying. ANd the shitty part is the stuff he took.. he can’t even use !
( my car mp3 player ..when he has NO car )

Sorry, I’m venting.

Oh and the worse part of this whole weekend: Feeling like a loser getting stood up for a date. WTF WHO DOES THAT21 months ago

Body- Eyes, skin, jet black Asian Cambodian hair, eyelashes, eyebrows, and my long legs

Mind- Patient, loving, understanding, sharp, funny, open, deep, very emotional

Spirit- Carefree, humble, true to myself 21 months ago

things i love to do the most
doodling
eating
spending time with my boyfriend
lurking the internet – gaining knowledge – reading
glowsticking 2 years ago