i want to be loved

sometimes i just feel like im in the way

lol I’m sick of being desperate for a bf. I want to be loved soo bad T.T I contact guys on myspace (just saying hi and stuff) but they never contact me back. I look and smile at guys in the mall, but they won’t come near me. And everytime I go on a chatroom and i start to get even a little bit of love (fake love) .. I go nuts. And then I end up hurting myself. And I’m sick of it. I have so much love in me, and I want to give it to someone who is willing to give me just as much, someone who needs it just as bad as i do. .. I’ll stop talking lol this isn’t a dating site xD lol … I just want to be loved.

no matter how many people say they do… i dont feel that anyone loves me. i try very hard to please everyone but no one is happy with me and all i ever get is put down. im a good person who has a lot of love to give…. all i want is to be loved.

I want to be happy
I want to be happy!
I really do!

’’I want you to say it.
and make me believe you mean it.. ’’

this guy,derek vogelsang, loves me with all his heart and more.and i feel the same and believe me, its the best feeling in the world!