be loud!

once i was shy and quiet
but then i released that if i speak my mind, ppl wont kick my ass anyway

so then i started being loud with myself, and it gave me courage to b loud with everyone else

now i go to parties and i speak my mind OUT LOUD, and i meet lots of strangers and make lots of friends easily and fast!!!

now im the ‘popular wild child’, always loud and having fun!!!!!!!!

try greeting urself in the morning real loud “GOOD MORNING” when u wake up (or say it w/ ur face in ur pillow if others want it quiet)

i have set myself 2 be loud instead of shying away from every1 else! when it comes 2 my close friends, i am pretty much the wild child, but when it comes 2 people i dont know much, i kinda feel self-conscious! i have a pretty low self-esteem, which i am rly sick of! I AM GOING TO BE LOUD AND VOICE MY OPINIONS! lol

for me was really being comfortable enough to let people see me as i am…as i see myself…as in personality.
There will always be times where i might feel insecure, but that is life. No one is 100% confident all of the time…but if you fake it, you will eventually feel it. At least that is how it had worked out for me.

At my friends birthday party…I was really loud….I met A LOT of strangers….it was soooooooo fun.

So it turns out I am already loud… I’m just not insane…
I dont want to be insane, but I think a little craziness is okay.

So I have just been informed that in fact, I am crazy…

Something still doesnt feel right. I will have to come back to this :)

In all actuality I am a loud person, in a familia situation. Put me in a group of people I dont know, a place I have never been, or a situation that is new to me, and I shut right up.
I want to chat people up at a party, and play funny with new people. Basically, I would like to be me, right at the beginning. I figure the first things is to actually talk… Hrmmm…liquid courage maybe?