believe in God again

I do believe in the need of a creator – the more I learn about the human body, the less I believe in evolution.

The only problem is, after God the creator, there are a lot of gaps for me. Too much that I don’t understand after the creation part.

Think I’ll watch it after work tonight.

http://www.lifeafterlife.tv/

They interview people with near death experiences. We’ll see, it could be hoaxes or it could be real.

I’m back starting to lean towards there being a God. At least a creator.

It could all be coincidence or chance and luck, but everything, just everything is too perfect for life to come of existence. If our ancestors all are from the same tree of life, originally from bacteria, it’s just too unlikely. Whenever I’m smoking a cigarette at work, I tend to just observe everything, the plants, insects, people, the stars, the moon.

As I stare at the plants, I tend to shake my head. We can’t have come from the same common ancestor. They adapted to their environment and thus became plants. The birds mutated from the dinosaurs (lol). Cold blooded lizards and warm blooded birds came from the same origins.

Isn’t it too perfect that plants breathe in carbon dioxide and give off oxygen while we do the opposite? Kinda funky. It could be chance and luck – I haven’t left out the possibility – but it seems rather unlikely.

Still have my doubts, but slowly seeking Him… Read part of The Case for Creation today and I’m listening to gospel/worship/Christian music right now.

i’ve been going back to church a lot lately with my boyfriend,
it gives me hope.