i have to stop allowing so much pain and stress into my day. most of the time i am completely aware that i am giving away my power when i allow negativity to affect me the way it does. it’s really hard to figure out what goes on with some people. i think it all started when i was sick. i didn’t chat anyone up or get really close to them because i didn’t want to make anyone sick. that turned into drama for someone i thought was more in tune with me. she ends up calling me to tell me that i have hurt her feelings and feel as though something has changed. it makes me wonder what else she thinks. thinking that you know what someone is feeling is dangerous and counterproductive. it is assuming and frankly to over react about something that you don’t even have right is rude. i don’t understand the whole pushing away thing. if you don’t want to hang out that’s fine. we don’t have to check in with eachother.I won’t bother you anymore. you don’t have to make up weird shit that doesn’t even really exist. you really don’t get it. 3 years ago