I have come to the conclusion this may not be possible until I’ve experienced real love & have been blessed with children because let’s face it, I could have all the wonders in the world but without those things ill never be satisfied. 4 months ago

I still dont know if this is even possible for me, i haVE SUCH HIGH EXPECTATIONS.. i used to say i want to feel happy but then i realised the problem was more about satisfaction..anyway a bad job lead me into depression which has been a hard road but i have bloody progressed really well thankfully!

It also caused me to make a lot of changes..obviously i need a new career & being on leave means no money so i also lost my rental property..a blessing in disguised as i now live on the coast…something that has been on my to do list for years.

all said and done i think im finally taking the steps i need to to really follow my dreams and i think that this may ultimately lead to satisfaction??? 9 months ago