feel more feminine

It’s so hard to feel feminine when you have 2 small children, one who has acid reflux and throws up all the time. It’s almost promised, that anytime I dress up, or put on makeup, make the smallest attempt at it.. she will throw up all over my clothes, or I’ll be chasing after them, playing.. and my makeup will run or I’ll just be a sweaty mess anyway.

Also, I have been cursed with huge flat wide feet :( I can’t find any cute shoes that are my size and if I do find them, they aren’t wide enough, so they kill my feet all the time ;_;

i think i’ve done it; i feel woman, i like the way i’m shaped, the way i look… and i buy a lot more makeup and wear bright pink nail varnish on my toes, but that’s another story. :)

i am tired of feeling unsexy – when i can so easily be… fuck insecurity, i am pretty and i’ll show it to ya!