be all I need

How long does it take? normally? should i work on overcoming my materialistic need of shoes?

i need a new healthcare card, since i’ve lost mine, and a day more in my week, since i cannot finish what i have to (but, oh contradiction, i’m here writing an entry instead of doing what i should to), and i need a candy or a bit of chocolate, now, since i feel like eating something sweet. This goal, i’m afraid, is going to be postponed, i’m not doing any progress. Or should i try harder?