get along with my mom

I have now realized that you cannot choose your family. So Iw ant to at least be neutral with my mother. I’ll stop taking her things and calling her names, and myabe even help her a little around the house. Wish me luck~

She has a very strong personality and we clash at many times. I’ve never gotten along with her, so I should start. I love her because I have to, but I need to learn how to love her because I want to.

My mother and I do not get along AT ALL. We are completely different. She does not understand me, and I do not understand her. This is where we go wrong. I’ve tried her way and it doesn’t work because getting along needs to be a two-way effort. I cannot make all of the effort and give her all of the satisfaction because then I will have no satisfaction. There needs to be and equal flow of effort and satisfaction between both of us. Before I die, I want to achieve this equal flow of effort and satisfaction and get along with her.

i know many people dont have moms,i just wish we could get along same with,my dad my mom and what i call friends.my mum thing i joke about everything even when im sick snezing coquing and with a fever throwing up,i ran away from my house about 4 to 5 times in miami i probaly ran away 3 in my other state 1 i told her i was going to my friends with was right across the street but isntead of geeting home by dinner i slept,over.i cant trust my mom i want to live probaly only with my dad,sometimes i say im going to the woods they say no but i just goy anyway even though i say acouple of snakes there.

i know many people dont have moms,i just wish we could get along same with,my dad my mom and what i call friends.my mum thing i joke about everything even when im sick snezing coquing and with a fever throwing up,i ran away from my house about 4 to 5 times in miami i probaly ran away 3 in my other state 1 i told her i was going to my friends with was right across the street but isntead of geeting home by dinner i slept,over.i cant trust my mom i want to live probaly only with my dad,sometimes i say im going to the woods they say no but i just goy anyway even though i say acouple of snakes there.

i know many people dont have moms,i just wish we could get along same with,my dad my mom and what i call friends.my mum thing i joke about everything even when im sick snezing coquing and with a fever throwing up,i ran away from my house about 4 to 5 times in miami i probaly ran away 3 in my other state 1 i told her i was going to my friends with was right across the street but isntead of geeting home by dinner i slept,over.i cant trust my mom i want to live probaly only with my dad,sometimes i say im going to the woods they say no but i just goy anyway even though i say acouple of snakes there.

i know many people dont have moms,i just wish we could get along same with,my dad my mom and what i call friends.my mum thing i joke about everything even when im sick snezing coquing and with a fever throwing up,i ran away from my house about 4 to 5 times in miami i probaly ran away 3 in my other state 1 i told her i was going to my friends with was right across the street but isntead of geeting home by dinner i slept,over.i cant trust my mom i want to live probaly only with my dad,sometimes i say im going to the woods they say no but i just goy anyway even though i say acouple of snakes there.

I’ve been noting all the things things that my Mom does for me and she does loads. I’ve realsied that she is the most supportive person in my life and the little things that annoy me are just because I am frustrated with things in my life. I love my mom and I only get one chance. I have been giving her more hugs and she to me and I love it. Bring on the Mothers!!!

Every time my mother talks to me, looks at me or even sneezes It annoys me. Shes always saying “Don’t do Drugs, it would kill me dead!” Which makes sense but Mosley she adds to that by saying “no one has been through what you have been through Don’t waste your life!” And my life story is kinda sad but she brings it up ALL THE TIME! I could be with a friend, leaving for a party or even brushing my teeth I mean my dear god lady! She also hits me with wooden spoons or really high (like 6 in) shoes if I so much as gain 3 lbs! And Shes so fake, one time she was ‘laughing’ at a joke on her cellphone and I guess didn’t realize how long it was and every 3 seconds gasped I thought she was going to freaking pass out at the wheel or something! Every time I try to talk to her she starts crying or getting really pissed and then saying “So You don’t think I love you?” Even If I say mom, I don’t want chinese food tonight or something. I mean I love her but enough is enough!! Only 6 more years till’ I move out >.< whoo hoo…(can you hear the sarcasm?)

Even my Mom sniffing is annoying me. Its ridiculous. I try to have compassion and empathy, but I can’t help it. I immediately feel guilty about having negative thoughts about her, so I’m gonna make her some lunch. If I give out loads of loving thoughts to her and do loving things, hopefully then I will turn my thoughts around to positive.