have a son

to the realization that because of my endometriosis this goal will probably never be accomplished… but i am ok with that because i have the two most beautiful, amazing daughters in the world, and some people don’t ever get to have one child, it would be selfish of me to be upset about not having a third.

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Got another girl recently… One more time for a boy.. If not boy, I’ll give up! :-)

My sweet boy turned 1 this past weekend. When I first found out I was having a boy, I was scared because I had the mindset I would have a girl. Since I believe that this will be my only child, because of my age, I was sooooo apathetic toward it. Then he showed up. He is such a sweet angel! I worry about silly things like the woman who will “take him away” one day. I think boys can be close to their mothers without being a “Momma’s Boy.” I cherish every moment with him because he has allowed me to fulfill a role in life I have wanted forever—being a Mom.

I’m totally convenced that I never will have a baby… when I broke up with my boyfriend, a year ago, we was trying that I get pregned… now seems that I’m playing agaist myself, by knowing mens uncapables to have a family… WHY????

I always wanted kids. I didn’t care what sex they were – but secretly I always wanted at least one boy. Fortunately first kiddy was a boy, and my wife is now pregnant with a second boy (due in Oct ‘08).

Three males in a household of four, it should be a blast! (A blast for us at least).

I have a 5 year old little man and he is the best and he brings out the best in me!

back in 2006, i got one. ^_ his name’s yosh

he’s just exactly how i wanted him to be…

i love you, Yosh…
-mummie

He was born in June 07 and is called James

Michael Anthony is a bit over 4 months old now, and doing very well… I’m one proud mama.