get shot

It wouldn’t be too much too ask if I were to be shot

1. I’d want to be at the wrong place at the right time, preferably alone.
2. The shooting has to be fatal and the death has to be quick.
3. Lastly I’ve made a mess of my life when I was alive, so perhaps I could just vanish into thin air after the whole ordeal.

I want to be shot in the chest while wearing a Light Colored Suit and Tie, Fall to the ground and slowly bleed to death while being awake for the 1st 30 minutes and feeling the blood ooze all over my suit and chest

My goal is to be fatally shot for no good reason and die instantly. Wrong place wrong time. I would love to get shot several times to ensure a quick death.

Death makes things better because there is no death. When you go against God’s plan in your life you might as well go all the way.

See you all in Heaven.

When I was 14 we were having bb gun wars with red riders, weak guns not hurt anyone. That day one kid sneaked in a pump gun and I was the lucky one to get it. One sec alls well then I got a pellet in my stomach. It’s still in me bout 4 inches deep and funny thing is it didn’t hardly hurt at all, maybe shock dunno. I don’t like the scar it left but I never know it’s in me. Just when I see the mark.

just to see what it feels like

when i was about 9 years old at a play school some thugs shot me in the arm with a air gun all because all i did was go to the fence then turned round and walked off .

rule 101 never hand a gun to a lunitic that thinks they are john wayn

it would be cool to get shot

I was in Ecuador this summer on a mission trip of sorts and was shot in the abdomen while in my tent in the middle of the night by some robbers. I spent 12 days in the hospital in Ecuador and then another 18 in the United States. I can’t say it was physically enjoyable at all, but with every ounce of pain I felt, there were pounds of love and compassion shown to me. I would have never chosen to be shot, but I’ve gained a deeper understanding of life and now have little fear of physical pain. Almost dying changes things.

I think experiencing things I never have before is more important to me than most people. Not always so much creating new experiences but when something happens to me, embracing it because its new and different, even if its painful.

Sometimes, I make them happen. I had some suicidal friends who would cut themselves, and I didn’t understand why. So I cut my arm several times pretty deeply. It was interesting, but I still didnt entirely understand. I couple of years later I became suicidal and wanted to kill myself, I picked up a knife, and had a inexplainable desire to cut myself. I don’t know how to explain it, but I felt a real urge. I think I would have, had I not experimented previously.

Later, when I was feeling down, but didn’t actually want to die, I did cut myself, I it wasn’t till then that i really realized why people cut themselves, its almost like the blood is stress in a physical form leaving your body. I felt stress, and depression and anger inside of my, in my chest, painfully and I did a action to figuratively relieve my stress (cutting my arm) and I could kinda imagine the blood coming out being stress leaving my body.

I don’t suggest cutting as a means of coping with life. I believe it can help people cope, but at the same time it creates new problems, problems which I feel outweigh any relief achieved from cutting.

Another time, I walked from the city I live in to a neighboring city, walking all night from midnight to 7 am. I walked 20 miles, I had barely slept or eaten for 2 days. I felt weird after that. Exhausted, my whole body hurt. I wasn’t on drugs. I have never done a drug besides caffeine, alcohol and pot, and I wasn’t doing any of those at the time either. I am glad I did it. I want to do it again, except Ill sleep and eat beforehand, and walk further. I nearly had a mental breakdown. That might seem bad, but I know people who have had them and now I can truly relate to them when they talk about it, and thats a blessing.

I want to get shot. With a gun. I would prefer to have a doctor do it. Not sure if its possible to find a doctor willing in the united states, they could probably be fired. I’m not entirely sure if its even legal. I don’t really think its all that strange of a goal to have, several other people on here have the same goal, and I’m sure most people wonder from time to time what its really like.

Every time I have a new experience like that, it really opens up my mind, and I understand others a little better.

That one really did hurt! Got shot with bird shot at close range. It was during riots in the times of Noriega in Panama. I ended in the hospital together with other rioters. The day became known as Black Friday. I have over 88 lead pellets left in me, 22 in my right hand. Not recommended!