make a life-changing decision before the end of this year

will visit my cousin’s wife who is a lawyer to consult about “this thing” and how to go about it. Hopefully, by the end of the day, I have answers. ;-)

moving on legally is my goal for the day.

I felt happy now as I am already focused on the things I really want to do for this coming year.

just signed the contract again for another year. Good things may happen…my mom will finally come ooppss I need to save first after our house construction. Do further research before I go somewhere to pursue masters.
bad things…hmm can’t push through with my goal to study for my masters next year. Not fully prepared yet—-financially and mentally.
2007 would be a great year to go back to school as I already have the right mindset..plus carrying a happy heart hehe

for now, it’s way too hard to leave China..there’s so much to see..to explore…to accomplish//

Oh the university was so kind to renew my contract again for another year. I wasn’t expecting that because 3 foreign teachers were not invited for another year, I have heard. I felt really sad for them for we have been really good friends for a long time.
I should be very grateful and happy for this piece of good news. But I had mixed feelings until now.
However, what I need right now is to continue this job. It would not be advisable to go back home as my mom said, the country is in chaos. I felt sad again for my people. And I don’t want to be included in the list of growing number of unemployed there :-(
So I must stay. Hope I made the right decision.