find myself, know myself and then be myself

I’m taking steps toward this on a daily basis. I’m now conscious and have ceased escaping from what is real. I am who I hang with. Like attracts like. I’m reading. I’m afraid. I’m happy. I’m working on it…every day. I did my autobiography for a group I’m in and they said it sounds like I need to “stop betraying/abandoning myself.” I chase things away that are good and say things like, “he/she was being nice and I couldn’t handle it.” That’s silly.

It’s an INTERNAL struggle. I need to look inside myself to find me, not to any book. I can’t blame or transfer responsibility for myself. That’s delaying the goal in mind.

P.S. on a fun note, I died my hair dark. Just for a change.

(The pic is me @ work…yes I have a rosie the riveter poster in my cubicle.)

Since ever I decided to get to know more of Jesus… my life has been progressing immensely…. the Holy Spirit of God tells me.. it tells me and lets me know who I am..

I tried so.. SO hard to find myself. I was sooo lost. I tried with my whole very best of my own willpower to know myself. But then…

Of course I couldn’t find myself. I’m only a Human. So I prayed.. I joined Bible Studies, I joined Christian Fellowship groups @ my University. and I know that i myself cannot do the things I thought was impossible, but God can do absolutely anything and everything. The Holy Spirit CAN give me the strength to realize my own true self.

I am on my way to enlightment and peace… that I have never felt before. Join me, get to know Jesus Christ who loves you and will guide you.

I’m fairly confident I’ve found what I want to be doing, I know what I love, and how I want to live… but I can’t quite get to actually living it yet. Partly because I have to simply wait until I’m a bit older, but partly it’s from my own worrying mind being scared of doing it, and scared of what everybody would think.

Argh!

how can i find my self..

you surround yourself with people who accept you

may be i should believe my self

I found that by doing most of the goals i want on this sight has helped me

I found that by doing most of the goals i want on this sight has helped me

plis tell me how

i iam like every one here serch about my self.i hope if any one finde me tell me :D.
i think the hardst thing find your self.