It made me

nonchalant

How I did it: I've realized that people are going to hurt you no matter what, people are gonna leave you stranded because in the end the only person on anyones mind is themself. I know this is a bitter "how i did it" but the few best friends I've had, have left me stranded in a parking lot or are to emotional to care about what anyone things but their weak hearts. We all fall & our friends are supposed to help us. It's sad that we all really do die alone. I have a wonderful husband who is my souldmate & my best friend....see not so bitter. I've come to relize that family is the best friend out there. You move, you grow up, friends don't follow half the time, they don't keep in touch & in time people are forgotten. My parents, my husband, & I hope neither ever leaves me stranded & I truly believe they won't. They've made commitments to me, even if a friend can't. Read how I did it… 22 months ago