be a somebody

i want to be a person who is looked up to. someone who is loved, cared about. would you want to be somebody? i do.

i want to do something fun. i want to discover who i am. i want to do w/e it takes to survive until i’ve given up. i dont really care, but i dont want to die as a nobody. im not sure what a somebody is yet but i’ll figure it out.

i want to be ‘many’ somebody… i want to be an architect, i want to be a kindergarten teacher, i want to be an interior designer, i want to be an industrial designer, i want to be a bussiness woman, i want to be a politician… so many wannabes… which to choose?

Who wants to leave this world as a nobody??? People say i’m already a somebody.. I’m someones daughter someones mum. But is it so wrong to want to be more than that, i don’t have to be rich or even famous as such, just SOMEBODY. If that makes sense at all ???? lol