And then I eat and eat like crazy, and then feeling sorry for myself I make myself throw up. and I’ve been doing it for like 7 months and lost a lot of weight and people would always tell me how good I liked. It all stopped when I finally decided to stop and eat like a real person. but I mean…I dont like it as much. I know what I did/do is dangerous but sometimes I cant help myself. It seems like no one understand unless they are in my same situation. now I’ve stopped for a while, but Im about to start back up because my life is starting to get wayyy out of handle in a way. I just cant take it sometimes. And I dont cut anymore or all that commit suicide thing. I just make myself throw up.
Somethings wrong with me, but I guess being very very deadly skinny is something I really want to accomplish.
