that if i dont do it the way it is done in the profession ,then it is not correct …this can lead to rejection sometimes,but then the question arises …did i come to earth to avoid rejection or to be what i came to earth for?pretty silly question to me…danke internals,danke leben 2 years ago

especially when i lived further north ,and the fall calendar
invited the low clouds to drive the sun from the sky.I think the clouds
where i lived as a child carried a grey box and slipped Mr.Sun in there and wouldnt let him out to play very often…however i think this fall
will be an active and progressive one for me…i think illusional limitations which are calendar driven will just have to
go
away
.. far
away…...ha 2 years ago

I have noticed that I generally only exploit a physical environment by thinking about it and doing so deliberately. The same thing is true with the exploitation and development of my machinery. I have to actively arrange a time and place the materials properly, then apply the energy necessary to make the changes take place. If I fail to execute one or more of those items, the plans can fail to become physical. The result of all that is that there can be an illusion.
Big illusion is that something is going to happen just because the potential for it to happen is there. It turns out that the hole does not dig itself for me…chuckle…. must be mindful so as not to fall into the illusion…... I know guys who have nice motorcycles, and they thought they were going to ride them a lot, but it turns out the motorcycles do not ride themselves. I know for a fact that the same thing can be too with a race car. They do not tune themselves up and, and change their own oil and sparkplugs…chuckle… I have also noticed that my books do not read themselves
chuckle….have to watch out for those illusion types….they can get pretty subtle it seems..
danke illusion spotting 2 years ago

i am learning to require less food intake…this is not so much of a macho effort as a shifting from even thinking about food so much…probabably because the food i am taking in is pretty boring
or not tasty…i usually dont hear my inner voice saying anything like
“wow,almost supper time.i just cant wait to get at those
7 microwaved brussel sprouts mmmmmmm gggoooooodddd…not to much trouble about overeating those….ha..danke rabbit food so i still have some psyche illusion limitation about being happy on rabbit food
and sandwiches of lean turkey etc…but those illusions are gradually abating 2 years ago

that if an ant speak the truth,one should heed such…
perhaps such an ant could remove a dogmatic illusional thought for me…come hither yon ant,and deliver unto me thy truth for this hour…
chuckle…danke ants… 2 years ago

that says that only certain high saints etc. routinely recieve direct inspiration from God…..i think such an idea is an illusional
limitation….it is abundantly clear to me that some of the people writing on this site are directly inspired by Life and by God…i know that such is true because i see the writings,feel the wisdom expressed,and benefit from the power that comes through..to me these creatures are God and i am grateful for you…..danke 2 years ago

is shouting at me inside more and more lately…sometimes it scares
me if i allow myself to think how short the time left really is..
even if it is a couple of decades it seems short now…. 2 years ago

death has a powerful positive pull on life …
an energy which in the mind does something by adding a perspective of urgency….i can feel the pull of that power sometimes when it whispers “do it now and do it with full power”...”if you love them,hit it very hard right now” hear that phrase often in my mind now…i will be doing something and it just slips in there and whispers itself…’do it now and do it with full power”...no not not not wait…..right now…sons and daughters will be grown,dads and moms gone on forever,,and friends can slip off the table ..now,son,now…. 2 years ago

what is the one illusion or dogmatic thought ,which ,if i were to discard it,escape from its influence,would most liberate the powers of life ,love,couraqge,development,peace,wisdom…development in general
......surely life will say this for me if i get quiet enough ….
as Joan Baez would say” and it got so quiet you could hear a bird walk by….i like that one ..so quiet you could hear a bird walk by…
chuckle….maybe pidgeon toenails clicking on the concrete as the bird strolls along…chuckle…danke quiet….we all here are getting freer and freer and freer from illusional thought it as the days roll on, it seems to me..danke dear ones 2 years ago

asking myself more frequently as a result of this goal:

is there an illusion here? in a situation…
this is very stimulating and powerful and is causing some hidden imagination increase…some of the things that come to mind are playful and not at all true…some are very true…the mind activity
makes the question worth asking for me sometimes….
especially if another person is presenting a command….
such as “do this”...or “you ought to….”
when i put the question on those, some very good results are rolling in from that ….often my mind is giving me a return thought such as “yes there is an illusion here and it is that…such and such….”....good results are coming off of this attempt to be free of illusion thoughts…especially when such thoughts are perpetrated by those who do not have ones best intertest at heart….those who would somehow attempt to harvest energy or advantage unduly…this is a great tool for stopping undesired energy harvesting….(when
a person attempts to get energy from another in an unwelcomed way or against the persons will ,i call that “energy harvesting”..chuckle..
so no energy harvesting…i can see this big sign with the big red circle and the red bar across it “no unwelcomed energy harvesting”
danke illusion question… 2 years ago

seems to be brought about by well meaning parents and friends who produce criticisms on their children…i have seen this in many people and also in myself still have to remember that if someone is critical,it does not necessarily mean that they are right in that criticism…the illusional part of it is that such things can form
feelings that can be very very difficult to overcome as adults,sometimes even though the criticisms of parents are from long ago…in some ways i think that each person may have to be their own parent to their own inner child self and provide the love and aceptance that some parents were unwilling or unable to provide…the
positive side to this is that it is very doable to break /throw off these illusions even though they are deeply ingrained and powerful influences…i actually sit down and ask myself this question:
what was said to me by whom that led me to think i was not OK,not powerful,not strong and powerful,courasgeous ,bold,smart,good looking,fluid,rich,...or any other quality that i want to investigate in myself…then i can feel /examine that residue
and evaluate it,turn it in my mind in the light of reflection and consideration,and then decide what i want to do about it…mostly throw thm away…sometimes i rework them
as to how i would have wanted it to be ,then think about that….another thing that helps me with this illusion destroying /removal process is that once i discover the offending/not so good comments i was told,i can go to other people who love and accept me and say:did your mom ever say to you that ..such and such,,,
or “did your dad ever say to you such and such”..i have learned from experience that dads amd moms from different families can present statements that are worlds apart…my wife says she was never told by her family that she could not be capable of doing
certain “impossible ” things…. parts of my family where i grew up,on the other hand were seemingly locked into seeing all sorts of things as “impossible”...i still have to go in there and look around in my mind and find those “impossible” supposed limitations and dig them out and throw them away…junk ideas/junk feelings…they need a good declutter experience to get them into the “limitation trashcan”....junk…junk…declutter…throw out…chuckle..danke life 2 years ago

this goal is producing hidden benefits because it is making me more aware of some illusions that i have accepted from society and other people,and from my own miscreations…
one of these things is that there are ideas /feelings hanging around that were from experiences/times that dont even exist now…
this goal is helping to allow me to change some invisible illusions in my thinking /felings that i didnt even know were there…
one of the illusions is that i thought people generally would be able to come up with ways to use 135 dollars to cause it to increase /double in a short time…only a few have actually presented ideas on this…i was also shocked to hear some people say that 135 was just too small to do anything with… i had some illusions about what i thought would be said about 135 dollars…danke illusion removals 2 years ago

the past few days i have been able to produce more energy for physical
activity than usual…some is due to 3 pounds fat loss,but some is due to a removal of a small illusion feeling that i would be too tired …
i was able to recover well with a nap and the total effect was that more got done and more energy was produced…broke a small illusion… 2 years ago

to slide away from the illusion a neighbor is trying to create that they have power/control over me…much spark,getting upset and saying things to me in one interaction…but such thing is simply illusion..
such power does not exist except in their mind…no energy lost there ..
pull back ,slide along…have a happy day neighbor…illusion…
nothing…danke freedom from more illusions…what i got to experience was the creation of an illusion and then their attempt to insert that illusion into my mind /feelings….easy to slide by that one…
danke fluid mind… 2 years ago

any time i feel that i cant create whatever i want to create eventually by creating it in mind and living so as to create or attract it…that very thought or feeling could possibly be an illusion…it could be ..
danke leben 2 years ago

i was writing the “ocean bottle”sentences below and i saw a squirrel which had come from a tree about 200 feet from here…he was sniffing,creeping ahead a few inches at a time in this new foreign unexplored territory…he was a litle unsure and cautious,but bold
and moving along…..i looked at him and heard this in my mind
“bring it now little squirrel…bring it now”
i think life can have squirrels say the lines…..
bring it, little squirrels 2 years ago

entry below which i just finished…it should be read before this one i think….so after you have read that one ,then this is actually the same stuff,only more vague…it is funny as i write this sentence i only partially know what is coming but it here it comes…
......there was a young man who picked up a bottle from the ocean.
an older man was with him walking.the message was pulled from the bottle and read aloud by the strong younger voice
“bring power ,now” ...
the young man seemed puzzled at what the message meant and he looked
questioningly at the man with the wrinkled hands standing beside him.The older man paused ,as if looking inside himself down a deep well…after a few long quiet moments he smiled and then stated:
“bring it now,son.” 2 years ago

sometimes there can exist an illusional thought in my mind like this
“you can do that later when it is easier”
it seems true that there is a time for things,and some are for the distant future…..however…
there can also be an urgency and an insistense sometimes in the fabric of life….sometimes i hear the voice within me say

“bring it now”...or “bring it on right now”...
some times it says “bring power”...sometimes it just says “now”
a few times it has said “bring horsepower,right now”
when i hear that its like being hit with a bucket of cold water..
i think there can be an urgency…Shakespeare(paraphrased,not quoted) said there was a tide in life ,and that such a tide must be siezed or ones life will not be what it could have been…..it seems
possible that there can be numerous mini-tides which are offered
possibly to each one of us…opportunities…..and then….surely it is time to
“bring power,bring it on right now…right now”...it seems to me ..
danke leben,danke gott 2 years ago

this just popped into mind:

“when in doubt,put out”....it made itself up…
so when in doubt ,put out…..create,allow .flow,,,
so creating,flowing,inventing,seeing,...this i like to do ..
it seems that i feel happy when i am creating,inventing,and flowing unimpeded…..in fact it seems that i get unhappy when blocked,
impeded,or uncreative…..that does not stay very long though
because i typically create my way out of such conditions…
..
as i write this ,or it writes itself ,i am realizing that
my creating is a huge source of my happiness…i love to flow,create,invent,increase and produce/thusly allowing resultant thriving…..i would bet that such is true for many, many of us..
this idea was what i call a “mushroom idea”
because they just pop right up out of the mind ground..chuckle.. 2 years ago

of life that says there is not enough,,,i encountered this idea frequently in business interactions…not enough money to pay more,not enough money to get a certain piece of equipment,not enough time,not enough customers,etc…..i always tend to be inclined toward an
orientation that there IS enough…sometimjes it has to be released like cracking a nut or digging it up in a coal mine,or building a water wheel to harness the rivers energies,....or teaching myself how to go after and harvest the treasures within….maybe some discipline is required but i like to see the results of creating..danke enough.. 2 years ago

i must state the truth here:
i ran deep into a smashing illusion somewhere in me this morning at 6 a.m. and i lost a huge amount of energy…i hit a real invisible monster from at least 30 year ago that i thought was done in…finished…not so …i ran into a control monster and a money monster that took a big chunk out of me in about 5 minutes…so i get to introspect/meditate/pray/think and sit down and say “wow,
that one got out of the cage and really ripped up some of your world,son”.....i thought i had the 2 particular monster details cleared out 100 %,but i see that such was not true…my self
knowledge is at an excellent level,but i got ambushed but good…
well done monsters,well done….the score today is
Monster tag team 1 my team 0,zip,nada….chuckle…got work to do
on these two monsters it seems…danke leben…got to stick to truth…i got creamed,stomped…chuckle… 2 years ago

illusional limitations aspect is somehow tied into emotional stuff it appears…freedom from failure fears/peer rejection fears and the like seem to be a part of the illusions….the very thought/feeling that
others control life seems to have an illusion component to it…
some have vested interests in producing the feelings of limitation for various reasons ,not the least of which is the harvesting of interest from another ….it seems to me that one of the things important in this is an internal statement to self that no one is allowed to harvest my energies unless i say so…i can see a funny sign in my mind…it is one of those signs with the red circle that means “no ”...so
the sign is a big huge red circle around the words
“involuntary energy harvesting”..chuckle…danke energy of life that belongs to each one of us uniquely and inviolably…danke leben 2 years ago

credit for impetus ,initiation,listing this goal is the
“wings” goal of Saturn G….credit is hereby given…danke Saturn G
danke “wings”
Goethe ,the German poet and all around cool guy called for
” more light,more light” on his death bed…so more light ,more light

gossamer wings…when i was a kid sometimes i was really mad at my dad…i kept it to myself but it smoldered sometimes…only later did i realize that that smoldering heat was a cooking fire in my mind…my dad was way way very very not typical in some ways…he didnt have a job…he never had a job …ever as far as a “job ” went…he did various things…worked on peoples cars on the street in front of the house…( as a boy i feasted on the greasy car repair manuals we had around the house,and i learned to tune my cars by watching him change spark plugs,set carburators ,,put in clutch plates,etc.)so ther life he carved out meant that i/we had to suffer from some of the limitations that went with the situation..mostly little money sometimes…(sometimes i was furious as as you know what,and i held that in )..so dad was njot a conformist not restrasined thinker in some ways…education of only sophmore year in high school,but he thought for himself and made a life ..
there were some things about it i am still contending with internally …but early on my dad did not restrain my thought…he criticized me for being a bookworm because i read gazillions of books…we he and my uncle LLoyd used to have lots of conversations that i overheard /listened to…Lloyd lived in Florida so we lived with him in the winter in his house with him…(Lloyd was also way way outside the box..my dad and lloyd didnt even know where the box was!..chuckle..so they talked about lots of stuff…i kept to myself the political thoughts etc. i heard from them…didnt tell anyone what my dad or Lloyd thought..but the essential effect of such is that it was very very easy to think thoughts of non standard varieties because i somehow came to believe or feel that such was
what a man did …so my subconscious was probabably filled with the idea that the man i wanted to be would have a mind that could fly like the wind through thickets of thought..chuckle ..that just popped in there…chuckle…so i was born to the breed as far as non dog
and illusional limitation tendacies go…my dad was also very
emphatic against religious dogma …you could say that his dogma was no dogma…chuckle…which let me pretty well go after the stuff that i considered true and real etc regardless of what anybody thought…
i was really pi##ed at my dad in some early years for some of the “hardships”,but not as i got a little older…danke non dogma and
non illusion…danke leben,dad,Lloyd..gone on ..still having impacts a moi.. 2 years ago