not procrastinate

I’ve always sort of been a procrastinator. I do what needs to be done… eventually. I turn my assignments in on time no matter what happens and I get higher grades when I work under pressure, but I am trying to reduce my stress. So I want to do the things I HAVE to do FIRST so that when I sit down to watch Chobits, my nine-page essay isn’t hanging over my head.

Ugh.

I have been chosing the veg option so often lately that I am often behind with doing the important things. My partner then reminds me, which puts in a huff and I feel pressurinsed. Or I’m late. Or I have to rush and feel stressed.

I want to be more prepared. My boyfriend’s so good about packing his bag the night before he leaves or waking up early to do things. He’s in control of his life. I want some of that. I want to feel the security and sense of personal authority from just doing what I say and want to do. That’s the bite. These are things that I choose to do. They benefit my life.

So here I am. Admitting it and committing to taking action.

So I’ve realized that I tend to procrastinate for a few reasons.

- Laziness (Not as large of a factor as I had thought)
- Unpreparedness
- Time Mismanagement

I’m currently procrastinating on a late lab that I was not prepared for in the first place and has been a victim of time mismanagement. My laziness tends to give these thing a vehicle in which to travel.

I’m hoping that after I finish all this stuff up I can find a stop gap to kind of start from square one at. That way I can at least start off on solid ground and work towards keeping myself a slight bit ahead of the curve.

With procrastination come many consequences. I have lived with these consequences my whole life. I call it self-sabotage. My dream is to transform my life by changing this oh-so hard to change characteristic.

I am a terrible procrastinator, when it comes to school work, cleaning my room or doing something for my parents etc.
I have really got to sort this out soon!

Usually the things that you procrastinate are things that no matter what needed to be done regardless of time. And in the end procrastinating caused additional stress and an overall worse completion of the task. By putting out the little extra work it should just become a thing of habit… hopefully.

I did my laundry yesterday. That was good.

I always find something else to do when I should be doing something else.

I really have to stop…

Im demoting this goal and the very power of the word “procrastinate”

it went away by itself.
ever since i started to work.

now.. i try to find work to do.
the horror.