tell someone my secrets.

I told alots of people my secrets becuase I cant take it when people talk about somthing about one of my secrets

I feel that everyday…I’m going 2 die…Itz sumthin I’ve told no1…but I alwayz think of tha day that I’m guna die…Sumtimez I hav evil nitemares about how tha ppl who I’m closest 2 die…I literally cry myself 2 sleep everynite…thinkin of tha time I’m guna not b around ne1 more…It scares me 2 much…

Sum things I say hurt pplz feelingz. I don’t wanna have express 2 sum1 how I feel about them, but then again, I don’t wanna hurt sum1 b/c of my dumb mistakez in the past. I feel like I have no advantage in thiz situation. I feel like I’m lying 2 myself and thiz person, but thiz may hurt them 4 sum while…