forget about my past

I just want to forget it all! Everything! How so many people have hurt me! Abusive boyfriends… the cutting…the drugs…the screaming and fighting… I want it all go away! I am so much happier with my life now… But my past wont leave me alone…

all the past does is hurt me and hurt him. And if you know anything about me, there are a few people I love and will protect with all my heart, and that is Steven and our unborn (unconcieved) children. So I’m tired of hurting him by bringing his exes up. I’m tired of hurting myself by thinking about Nic and how he hurt me. Its such a simple concept: The past is past, and the future is bright.

i was known as the school slut when i was only in 6th grade.
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i got past it, but then ppl who only heard about the slut ordeal would bring it up all the time. i mean yea, im still willing to date and what not but, i juss wish ppl would get over themselves.

i use to be a really mean person for no reason, but im not that way anymore i’ve changed, but for some reason i still feel really bad about all the people i hurt, i wish i could get rid of this never ending feeling of guilt