I’ve always known I’ve done this. It was more of a positive in my eyes for so long. I would help someone, and feel good, and I’d help someone else and over and over I’d go, never once asking for help myself. I considered a good thing, even the “spiritual’ thing to do.
To be humble, and keep to yourself while giving of yourself as much as possible. I didn’t want to be a burden on anyone; I just wanted to help people. Recently it’s been taking quite a toll on my spirit. Of course I don’t go to anyone about it, so it’s been building up, and bringing down my usually positive demeanor.
I know I do it, and I don’t know if I will ever stop, I just have a strong desire to help people, and I just know that I must stop. If I continue taking all the negative in, letting positive out, and never letting out my own negative, I will eventually be consumed with it. I hope I can start, letting some of out, and I started last night with a special person in my life. I hope I can continue, My biggest fear on this subject is being a burden on anyone… So I hope I can continue to help people, without overburdening myself in the process… 2 years ago