be more relaxed

Uni is over for the semester and I have a 7 week break. Caden is spending 2 days a week in childcare instead of 1 and Eddie has annual leave at the end of the month! Yay! A whole new exciting period is happening in our lives at the moment – house hunting!

I want my motto to be “don’t worry,” but it’s so difficult. I wish I was more like my friend, who always says that everything is all good and doesn’t freak when she gets into trouble. She’s very casual about decision making nd I aspire to be that way. I hope I won’t fret so much about every little mistake.

i need to just chill and take things as it goes. No more amount of self pity and all that than maybe few tears for a minute every now and then, those moody Sundays : ) CHILL CHILL CHILL. Everything happens for a reason. I mean, it all leads to somewhere and what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

When driving, doing work…just in general. I need to learn to chill.

Just chill, dont worry about things – it works out in the end

I would really love to be one of those people who are “in the zone” while going through the motions of day-to-day life, unconsciously, without thinking about it.

I have a friend who is SO TENSE. I cannot be in her presence without wanting to punch something, anything… not because I’m mad at all, just because it rubs off onto me. Being friends with her has really made me pity her, and promise myself not to be like that. I try and take things easy, and just not stress the little stuff. Most things that happen really aren’t the end of the world, and I recognize that. It’s just such a better way of living life, it really is. =) Why be tense all the time? There’s just no need.

My bf helps a lot, because he makes me really happy, and when you’re happy, you just naturally become more relaxed. I’m a much more patient person now, and I don’t get upset as easily as I did before. It’s wonderful!

I give up on being relaxed. If you dare mock me for failing, I swear to you, I will kill you with a ridiculously jagged knife and I will eat your soul for a tasty snack. I just kicked my own face in and I will not hesitate to rip your curtains or possibly stain your rug purposefully in an attempt to disrespect you.

Don’t even think about trying to calm me down, as I have already given up.

The best thing about having done this is that, not only do I feel better, but I didn’t actually have to do any difficult work towards this goal… It sorta goes hand in hand with a lot of things – mainly confidence.